Does anyone know where Princess Daisy and the Magical Merry-Go-Round is? It's the library book that was due on Sunday and it's Wednesday. I'm getting charged 25 cents a day in over due fees. I think library books will be the death of me!
I'm sitting at my computer surrounded by trash, junk, mess, absolute chaos. I'm so sick of sitting here in the mess, and yet, I have no motivation to get up and move at this moment. My 7-year-old is whining on her way up the stairs saying "I want to pay battleship." Yes, I could make time, but I don't feel like it. My 5-year-old has a birthday party on Saturday and I have a LOT to do to get ready for the party. I don't want to.
I would say I'm depressed, but I'm not allowed to be depressed. My husband is the one with the mental illness, so I don't get to use that excuse. I have to be strong ALL THE TIME. I'm the sane one. But it's so tiring sometimes. I don't want to the be the adult, the sane person, the responsible one all the time. I need a break, but unfortunately I just had one and now is not an opportune time. Time to push my way through the cold molasses. Pushing! (Speaking of cold molasses, my internet is working slow today.)
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